pleasant pleasure

Once I arrived at school, the field was filled with such noise of excitement from all students of grade 9 who were about to go for a school trip. The first person that I tried to spot was you. Yes, you! Who else? The most perfect guy with perfect bodyline, perfect smile, perfect height, perfect weight, perfect teeth, perfect face, perfect grades, perfect attitude. A perfect man to love. But you were nowhere insight, so I went to look for my bestfriend instead, Meg.

She was talking to someone but could only see the back of that person. And OH MY GOD, THAT PERSON WAS YOU. Meg saw me so she called me to hurry. Right that moment, you left without even noticing I was there near you. Don’t want to know what conversation they just had so I started talking about something else with Meg. She was full of smile that morning, never seen her like that before. Maybe something good happened between you and Meg? How could she betray her own bestfriend? It’s not like you were my boyfriend or what, Meg knew I fell in love with you even you didn’t know. Well, I didn’t want to have any negative thoughts to began a school trip, so I put it aside.

We stopped in a few places to learn about them, took pictures, and wrote some notes for the report. That’s not my point. That day was exceptionally sunny, wind blowed to keep us comfort through the trip. You always like nice weathers. Even if I didn’t see you, I knew that you were taking pictures with your expert skill of photography. Wish I was in you pictures.

While Meg still was busy taking notes, I went to buy cokes for both. Unfortunately, the machine didn’t work. I was about to leave and went to get it somewhere else when I heard a kick on the machine and the drinks rolled down to come out. YOU handed it to me and smiled. My favorite smile in the world which I could always see those dimples suits your perfect face everytime. I smiled back shyly. You were so close that I could smell your scent, a very soothing manly scent.

Hands inside the pockets of your dark gray jacket, black jeans, Adidas sport bag hanging on your left shoulder, walking in your white Everlast sneakers (you wore it so often yet still clean). Again I must say, a perfect man to love. Without saying anything, you walked away. I didn’t even get a chance to say thanks. It wasn’t the first time you suddenly appeared to help me with something, but I couldn’t get over the surprised feeling every time it happened.

I ran back to where Meg was and quickly told her what had just happened. She laughed and smiled like I saw earlier that morning. I’m lost in confusion again but didn’t ask her to explain.

It was finally lunch time.

The restaurant was filled with my schoolmates, however I sat apart from Meg and joined other friends. I secretly looked for you in other tables but I couldn’t find. I had my ramen eaten in no time. My friends were chatting and laughing hard when suddenly they became all quiet and stared at something behind me.

“Why so quiet all of a sudden?” I asked. They kept staring, so I turned my head. You were standing there smiling a bit awkwardly but still perfectly handsome. Before you got to say anything, I quickly ran to Meg in her table. I put my arms around her for the back so it seemed like I was hugging her.

“What’s happening, Meg? He came to look for me in my table! OMG my heart is beating really fast!!” I put her hand in my chest so she could feel my heart beats. Again, she laughed.

“Calm down, Chelle. I know he must be as nervous as you.. Get back there, he’s waiting you know?” Meg pushed me away and laughed even harder. OK how could I calm myself down if now other students were looking at me and Siwon.

I tried to walked casually towards him, but I ended up stumbled on a chair and fell. Almost fell, cause that’s where you caught me with your strong arms. Everybody still staring and even started cheering for us. OH GOD THIS IS NOT HAPPENING, I screamed in my head. You put your hands on my shoulders and walked me outside the building. I hoped that the vibrations of my heartbeat didn’t reach my shoulder cause it would be really embarrassing. We reached the fish pond beside the restaurant.

Gently, you turned me around facing you. Looking at your perfect face so closely really made me wanna jump around full in excitement. You looked like you were gonna say something important, maybe you were about to confess your love to me? My heart beat so fast, really fast and I’m starting do get dizzy. Soon it was all dark.

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I fainted? What happened? I tried to open my eyes but it was too heavy. Tried to sit more comfortably from my position now. I could tell that I’m on a bed. Wait. Bed? Maybe Siwon had took me to his home after I fainted? My eyes opened instantly. I saw wooden dressing table in front of the bed and my reflection in the mirror. A familiar feeling rushed through me. Green colored wall, bookshelves, a big portrait of….. wait. This is my bedroom! OH MY OH MY, that was all just a dream! Dream that I wish so true, to become reality. Gosh, perfect dream indeed. My day was just about to begin.

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